In this ruthless world understanding does not cure evil. All living souls welcome whatever they are willing to cope with. Reality is merely a crutch. Alter your situation! Crush your spirit. Try to comprehend the intensity, the lack of breaks, on your own. If your first language is shy- you will either sink or swim. We live habitually suspended in a state of information overload. You feel like yelling- but you pay the bills & keep the artists happy. Unbearable bright things stress your anxiety so there's chemical reactions for dark days. Not every night, but at the beginning as well as on occasion. I'm attracted to subjects who overcome tremendous suffering- you see what I mean?